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Post by natasha on Aug 13, 2008 8:02:00 GMT -6
My eyes flashed open as I felt his tongue in my mouth. I was caught off guard and my body shook from the suprise. It wasn't that it was bad, it was the most pleasurable thing yet and my body just had gotten over excited. I knew he desired very much to explore my body further and do the inevitable. My breath picked up a bit, but I kept kissing him. I could allow him that much. I shut my eyes again deepening the kiss just like he did. If I wasn't careful enough, this could go too far and I really shouldn't do that yet. My body shook slightly especially where he placed his hand on my back. It sent shivers down my spine. I deepened the kiss more again as I slid my hands to the back of his bare neck. I couldn't believe I had only known him for a few hours and already was kissing him. I knew Samantha would be so suprised by my sudden actions. Chris would be beside herself and probably nearly pummel me. My hands clenched Seth's skin at the thought. I started shaking not because of the pleasure, but because of the fear that washed through me. Seth could literally hurt me if she had the chance. I broke the kiss there. My breath came out of my mouth now as I looked at him not smiling and tears rushed to my eyes. I knew he wouldn't let anything happen to me, but I couldn't bare seeing the hurt written on Chris' face.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 13, 2008 8:56:55 GMT -6
I felt her surprise and the shiver as my hand was on the small of her back. But then she deepened the kiss and I responded by having my hand trail down her back for a moment. But when she stopped the kiss and I saw she wasn't smiling, that there were tears in her eyes. I frowned too and slowly I started to feel like a ass "Are you OK Natasha............I'm sorry if I went to far........I....don't mean.....for it to." I said with a breathless tone. My own breathing had picked up just as hers had and now I felt bad for doing it. She had tears in her eyes and I hang my head down as I let her go and stepped back. I wanted to let her have chance to stop crying or run off if she wanted. Which ever it would be, I'd accepted that I might of gone to far and would let her go. I had to cool myself off as well before we went too far and would regert it after wards. I was one with some patients, but not that big of patients and well I had a hot temper at times. Like the day my and Ann's parents had dead. I had lost myself on that day and wanted to kill the very Vampire's that killed our mother and father. But for now, I was all that was left of my pack and I had Natasha to keep me company if she wished to stay after this happen.
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Post by natasha on Aug 13, 2008 9:06:54 GMT -6
I shook my head in denial over his sudden assumptions.
"It isn't you. You have given me more than what I have lost. I-I am just thinking about Chris. She is Wolfenheart's sister. I am all she has left besides her mother. There are no other ties that close to Wolfenheart. I know she won't accept our relationship and I can't stand seeing her get hurt. Please, it is alright. I wish I hadn't ruined this moment. Please, you didn't have to back away."
I said to him trying to smile, but all my attempts at that had become pathetic. I walked towards him and closed the gap between us. The space was unbearable. I liked standing next to him, sharing body heat between the both of us, kissing. I just didn't want to hurt others in the process. I had never intended it to be that way. I lifted my head to him and looked at him which made my tears leave my eyes and made the streaks dry from my cheeks.
"I won't ever leave you, Seth. I love you more than any thing in the world."
I said to him assuring that we would be together forever. I wouldn't let this relationship go. I kissed him again right where we left off. I placed my hands on both of his cheeks and then slid them around to his neck. I deepened the kiss once more. I never wanted to stop this. I was vulnerable to any thing right now.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 13, 2008 9:46:13 GMT -6
I listened to her words and looked up at her with dark blue eyes looking sad. But that changed as she kissed me and I couldn't help but to kiss her back. I once again placed my hand on the small of her back and I felt the kiss deepen, I couldn't help back love this. We made each other feel some good even though we've both lost a lover and thought we would never again love. I for one had thought I would never found another person who would be part of my heart. It felt like that, like Terry had been a part of me and when she dead, that part was torn away. But now it was like that torn away part was replaced with another. Natasha was that part and I would do anything to keep her safe even if it cost me my life. I would one day marry her maybe and we'd been happy, but for now being just boyfriend, girlfriend was good enough for me. I wanted to get to know Natasah better, before we did anything over just kissing. My parents had that as a rule when I turned 16 and I followed it ever since. That was even a rule now and I was starting to not like it. But with the fact that I was kissing a beautiful woman with my arms wrapped around her waist with the one on her back. I broke the kiss and smiled at her with sparkling blue eyes "I love you Natasha" I said with a big grin on my face for the frist time in a long while.
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Post by natasha on Aug 13, 2008 10:01:20 GMT -6
His hands no longer caused me to have shivers. I was getting a bit more used to it. I smiled at him naturally as he smiled back. I loved him more than anything just as I had said. He meaned more than anything, more than Wolfenheart. I couldn't help, but think that. I couldn't say that to anyone though. It would be something that was kept to myself and only to my thoughts.
"I love you too."
I said back to him. My grin widened as I looked up into his glistening blue eyes with my warm chocolate brown ones. We stood there for a moment just examining each others eyes, just concentrating on the other. His eyes released emotions into my body that I couldn't explain. They were unavoidable and there wasn't really anything I could compare them to.
I wanted to get to know him a bit more, but I wanted to be with him every moment. I wanted to stay like this forever, but knew it was impossible. I blushed making my cheeks a nice shade of red. I laughed to myself aloud. He was making me blush already. I wanted to skip way ahead now. I didn't just want to stand there only that close. I didn't want to wait, but I knew it was worth it if I waited. Two sides kept fighting within me to figure out which would win. I sighed and moved my hands to wrap them around his bare torso and gently laid my hand down on his chest. It almost seemed as if I could fall asleep there, standing up in his arms. I didn't want to sleep though. I wanted to stay up with him and talk or kiss or something.
"We should probably talk a bit before we go on."
I said subtly trying to get us to talk about ourselves.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 13, 2008 10:50:24 GMT -6
I felt my body tense a little when she placed her hand on my shirtless chest and for now I was growing use to it. I didn't shiver when she moved close and well it was going to be a while before we got to really know each other. I looked at her trying to hide that I had tensed up and realized that she wanted to talke "what would you like to talk about then" I said with a smile. I took her hand from my chest and lead her to the side wall of the cave. She wouldn't run I hoped and well that would be a fear I'd keep to myself as well as the fact that I was starting to love someone else besides my Terry. I sat down and brought her with me to sit beside me. I wouldn't have her sit on my lap if that wasn't what she wanted and to think if it, I was starting to feel a little impatient with the waiting for her to come to me. I didn't want to rush her and I didn't want to rush neihter. But the body is a strang thing and it will always tell you what it wants. Mine was saying go ahead she won't mind and my mind told me what about terry, didn't you love her before she was killed because of your foolishness. Those thought made me frown and well look away for a moment in thought "what would you like to know about me" I finally said after a few minutes. I turned back to look at Natasha and coudn't help but feel loved when I looked in her beautiful brown eyes.
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Post by natasha on Aug 13, 2008 11:07:05 GMT -6
At first, I didn't know what to think of him walking me back as he lead me. It got me curious and I stood there for a few moments and understood. I sat down next to and would have preferred to sit on his lap, but I wouldn't rush things, at least not that I expected. This would be difficult for the both of us to keep each other from kissing each other. I looked at him and tilted my head to one side slightly thinking about all the questions I wanted to ask, everything I wanted to know.
"Well, there is a wide range of questions. So you mind just going on about yourself?"
I asked having the urge to lay on top of him and kiss him right then and there. I placed my hands behind me and dug my finger nails into the rock of the cave. My teeth clenched together and I looked at him smiling slightly. I just hoped I could get through tonight without going any further than kissing. It might be considered a bad sign I was already digging my nails into the concrete.
I brought my legs and wrapped my arms around them to keep myself from moving. I looked into his sparkling blue eyes and wanted to scream. Everything about him was making me go into over drive in order to keep me off of him. I smiled and kept my eyes on him and on his eyes. His voice, his appearance, his eyes, his kindness, his personality, it all drew me to him.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 17, 2008 19:57:48 GMT -6
I looked at her with my dark blue eyes and wondered where I could start from. I thought about it hard until I thought I would give myself a head ache and finally I thought, maybe I should start from after my parents deaths. I sighed with a look in my eyes "I'm not sure where to start" I said with a sad look in my eyes. I had to start some where and it had to be something good, nothing with death. I started to think really hard and before long I thought of a part to start at "when I was younger, my mother and father were killed by a Vampire, me and Ann, my little sister lived with our grandmother for years after that" started off on the story. I had to continue, I knew that "but once I was old enough to take care of Ann, without her help. I moved us back in to our parents house and we lived there for a couple of years before I was able to kill the Vampire who murured our mother and father" I said this part with a sad look and a broken heart. I looked in Natasha's eyes and saw that she seemed to look interestinged, so I continued "It was a couple of days later that I found out that he had a mate and she wanted to take out her angry on the who killed her mate. I hadn't known this and my pack paid for something that I did. My sister was kidnapped and I was wound about a week ago before I found you guys" I finished, I wasn't sure at the moment of that was what she wanted to hear. But that was a story about me and well it was all i could think to tell her.
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Post by natasha on Aug 17, 2008 20:17:08 GMT -6
My eyes stayed intently on Seth and all the emotions that seemed to be spilling through his words. I felt a surge of sorrow for him and sat next to him allowing my arms to be wound around his torso.
"I am so sorry, Seth."
I said sitting down next to him, my arms tightly woven around his body. I was going to go next and share my history with him. It was wierd how both of our parents died when we were young. At least, for him, he knew both of his parents were dead, not that that was a good thing or anything, but I still have a possibility that my father is still alive.
"Okay, well, here is mine."
I said sighing and sadness also spilled over my face making my tears become more glossy.
"My mother died after giving birth to me. I can remember her face and everything about her. She looked much like me from the pictures my father used to always show me. When I was 6, my father abandoned me and yet to this day I have yet to figure out if he was the werewolf who changed me or if he is dead. I have lived in the reservation all my life and ended up traveling to find another family that took care of me until I was old enough to go out on my own. I met Samantha, my best friend, who I mostly consider a sister. I met Wolfenheart and he died of rabies in front of my very eyes."
I said looking away, the tears slipping from my eyes and rolling down the sides of my cheeks. I still hated that very moment where my first love died. I let my hands fall after explaining my history and crossed my arms tightly together and slid slowly away from Seth. I couldn't talk about Wolfenheart and be attached at the same time. I needed to let go of Wolfenheart.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 17, 2008 21:05:18 GMT -6
I took what comfort she offered when she wrapped her arms around me and then I listened to her story. I watched her face as she said ever worked and I saw the tears, it made my heart want to brake. When she was finished with her own history and moved away from me a bit. I couldn't help but move closer to her and wrap my arms about her and to try to give her some comfort. We had both suffered painful lose's and have lived years with that pain pin-ed up in side. I miss my little sister as much as natasha missed her parents. She didn't even get to know her mother and her father left her for reason she didn't know. I at least was able to know my mother and my father told us that he would rather die before he left us. I had a great home life and right now, I was with someone who understood this pain. I wouldn't ever bring up Wolfenheart while with Natasha in less she wants to talk about him. I felt her pain and knew her pain of losing someone close to you. I lost my pains at a young age and I knew what they both looked like, I even knew what their personality's were. I looked at Natasha for a moment after hugging her with such care and love, I didn't want to see her in pain. I took my figures and got rid of the tears on her face.
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Post by natasha on Aug 17, 2008 21:28:34 GMT -6
He slid over to me and I began to sob more. Why is this all happening so fast? Why did Wolfenheart die? I asked myself as tears fell harder. He wrapped his arms around me and I looked away for a second as more tears came and then looked at him again. He wiped the tears from my face. I smiled slightly as I stared at his beautiful face. I didn't deserve a second chance. Part of me wanted to push him away, but the other that was stronger, the part that loved him that grew stronger every day. Soon the part that wanted to push him away and that day was growing closer at a fast pace. I buried my head into his chest and wrapped my arms around his torso.
"I don't deserve you, Seth. I love you, but I don't deserve a second shot at love. I just don't."
I said in a quiet voice, one that he could only hear. I kept my head in his chest wanting to stay there forever, allowing the possibilities of what to do run through my head. I couldn't leave, well, I could, but that would be down right hard since he imprinted on me. That leaves staying with him and getting over Wolfenheart. I guess I would have to rough this out until the end. I inhaled his scent that intoxicated me. I closed my eyes slightly. I was quite tired. I looked up at him and sighed.
"What do we do now?"
I asked wondering what the answers could possibly be. One popped in my head, but I tried to tuck it away into the back of my brain.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 17, 2008 22:51:50 GMT -6
She wrapped her arms around me and I kissed the top of her head. I couldn't help but listened and then when she asked about what we could do. I thought of something that I knew she must of come with too and then I pushed it to the back of my mind. We both had lost our loved ones and were getting over the lose. I thought about what we could do and decided that maybe we could kiss "maybe kiss, or we could go for a walk instread" I said adding the walk in case she didn't feel like kissing. I for one felt like it, but if she didn't I wouldn't force her to and that was how I would do it today. I wanted to get out of the cave anyways and look around the area for a while. I thought that maybe she could even show my La Push, give me a tour of her home town. I had lived in a town much like this one and when the town was ruined, I left it. I had wanted to remember it as it once had been, not as the ruin it was now. But still it hurt me to think that it was gone all because of me and when I looked at her face again there were still some tears. I wiped the tears away again and smiled at her in a friendly way. I love her and would do anything to make her happy again.
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Post by natasha on Aug 17, 2008 23:07:03 GMT -6
I laughed slightly at the kissing part. We both had enjoyed that part. Maybe we could do both. I looked at him and smiled as he brushed away some more of my tears. I loved him for the way he comforted me when I was sad and the way he made me feel when I was close to him.
"Maybe we can do both. I will show you my house also, well, actually, that is more of Jacob's house, but I live there. It isn't too far from here."
I said in a soft voice as I lifted my head to kiss him again. I could sit here doing that forever. It just came natural to me. I loved him and he loved me. A walk sounded nice though. I wouldn't mind showing him Jacob's home, maybe even crashing there for future reference. My bed was big enough for the both of us and I am pretty sure we would be sharing the same bed from now on.
I kissed him deeper and knew this might go on for a while and then we could continue with the walk, but I was fine for now. I slid my hands up to his neck and interlaced my hands around and through his hair again. I loved doing this for some odd reason. I would probably miss that once his hair was cut. That was another thing we could do, but we didn't need to do that just yet.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 17, 2008 23:27:03 GMT -6
The kissing was the best part about being around Natasha and I loved it, as much as I loved her. She would be a part of my life now and I should think about getting a house of my own. I would have to work on that and do something about living in a Cave. Jess i wasn't a cave man and I wasn't in the old time when people did live in cave. But none the less, I kept kissing her and loved it even more. She said that she would like to do both things as I recall her saying before we started to kiss again. I had also heard her say something about someone named Jacob and going to his house.
I wondered who this Jacob person was and wanted to know, but I pushed it to the back of my mind as we were enjoying each other for the moment. I stook my tongue in her mouth and for a moment thought that maybe I shouldn't of done that. But I couldn't help it and for a few moments I teased her like that. I broke the kiss when i needed air and finally decided that maybe we should do more then just kiss "hey why don't we go for that walk i was taking about Natasha" I asked with a smile on my face. My dark blue eyes sparkled happily and just looked at her to see what she'd say about that.
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Post by natasha on Aug 17, 2008 23:43:02 GMT -6
I knew instantly I would have to explain who Jacob was. I knew some about him, but we had never really gotten to know each other. I would explain as much as I knew about him though. I felt him slip his tongue in and I kissed him back the same way. I don't care if he was teasing me, I liked kissing and could settle for it for now.
"Sure."
I responded to his urgeness to go on a walk. I stood up and walked for the entrance of the cave knowing he would follow me. I sighed. I didn't necessarily want to stop kissing, but I could hold myself back.
I thought about what to say to him about Jacob.
"Well, let me explain who Jacob is. He's kind of had a tough past. Keep in mind, I don't know too much. He's gotten involved with vampires that he hates pretty much, well, I am not exactly sure, but one of the vampires stole the girl he loved. A human girl. Anyways, he lives with his father, Billy Black and his mother is dead. That's basically all I know about him. You'll probably get to meet him sometime, but I am not so sure."
I explained as I placed my hand in his. I walked towards the La Push reservation. There was plenty to show him, but just the main part, like the campgrounds, the cliffs, the beach, and Jacob's house. There was enough to show for the whole night.
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