[R] Life is Passing Fast ``Seth

[Seth Meyer]

I had barely woking up and everything was in a fuzz as I leaned against the night stand I'd hit my head on. I noticed Natasha come back and she said something, but she seem to far away. I was breathing like I was in pain and truth be told, I was in pain. My head felt like it was going to bust and then I noticed the marks on Natasha's neck. It looked as if someone had tried to choke her to death. What had I done wrong with thinking that my sister was dead bythe time I had healed from my wounds. I almost seem to not be able to register this and this didn't seem like my Ann.

But just then Natasha collapsed to the ground with wound on her leg. I did't understand for some reason and my mind felt so foggy. Just then Ann my little sister decided to wrap her arms around my chest and under my arms. She some how lifted me off the floor and in to the air as if I didn't weight a thing. I was still very dizzy and my head was hanging in a bow position with my chin on my chest. I swallow hard at how sick I felt at that moment and I didn't know what to do. Memories of her flashed before my minds eye and they were about how sweet she had always been around other people. Ann had always been kind if some times stubborn and this ghost couldn't be her.....but the sad truth is, that it was. I painfully pushed those memories to the back of my mind for now. I had such a head ache and looking at the floor from in Ann's arms did't help. I closed my eyes again and couldn't help but moan at the sickness I felt in my stomach from the concussion head ache.

[natasha]

My eyes darted over to Seth and they widened. There was a girl who looked particularly like Seth holding him up in the air. My leg wasn't quite healed yet, but I stood up and murmured, "Seth....Seth..." I looked at him with a suprised and worried gaze and then looked at our daughter Ann who was in the room. "Ann, honey, go to your room please." I instructed my daughter and she went and I couldn't breath at the moment. I went to go close the door and turned on my heals. "Ann, please don't do this. Please......" I said feeling my wound heal and I resisted the urge to touch it.

The girl glanced at me and threatened to hurt Seth in her own way and my heart beat rose through the roof. I knew Seth didn't want to hurt her, but I just needed Seth. I couldn't let him die or get hurt. I phased into my white wolf form and noticed the unpleasant aroma radiating from the girl......a vampire. My eyes widened in fear.

"Seth, she's.....she's a vampire...." I barked at her gasping for air from the suprise. I came up and bit the girl in the leg, but felt Seth topple onto me. I yelped as she picked me up by my coat and flung me across the room shattering some glass that was now into my back. I yelped and felt everything nearly go dark and I phased back and gently placed my hand on my head and lifted to look at it.....blood.....I winced and felt the life fading from me and I tried hard to stay awake and felt pain in my legs and back and glanced down at a shard of glass that was sticking out from my leg. I placed my hands on it and pulled it out as I nearly screamed. I stood up and returned to the ground as I felt my body push out the ones in my back. I clutched the carpet and screamed loudly.

I fell onto my side as everything became blurry and I became unconscious.......NOOOOOO!!!! I couldn't....I can't leave...Seth....SETH!! I tried to move my lips but couldn't. It was like I could hear and think everything, but could not speak. Maybe I was dying....maybe this was the end.

[Seth Meyer]

I felt myself fall to the floor below and hit my head again. The blood hadn't stopped yet and it was healing very slowly. I thought thats odd for a head wound like to take so long to heal and I tried to move. But could hardly do so with the room spining like it was. I thought I had hear Natasha tell Ann our daughter to go to her room "Anne" I whispered my sisters name. I had some how managed to sit up and lean back on the night stand again. I hear Natasha as if she was far away and some where in my haze I heared the word Vampire. I had to force myself to try and think clear, my vision took longer to clear. I looked at Anne and saw her skin was pale and that her eyes looked red instead of there beautiful blue from our mother.

I gasped at the hazy sight of it and I had to shake my head a little to clear it. I looked at her with half open dark blue eyes and was shocked to see her like this "a Vampire" I whispered sadly. My sister was the one thing I hated and that she hated too. We both hated Vampires, because they were what took our parents away from us at a very young age. Ann had been well I wasn't sure now how old she'd been. But I knew I had been around eight years old and was forced to take care of my little sister and grandmother before I ready too. I looked at Anne "Ann don't do this, I thought you were dead" I said to her. She looked at me with a sad angry eyes "you left me" she said sounding hurt. I couldn't help it, tears had started to run down my face "I thought you were dead" I said again crying this time.

[natasha]

"Please Ann...we're sorry, but don't do this...we have a daughter who we named after you and well, she is beautiful, and she needs us both. For that little girl's sake, please don't do this." I said tears strolling down the sides of my cheeks. The pain intensified and I looked down at my torso. I saw blood pouring out from a very deep gash. I brushed my hand over covering it in blood and lifted to stare at it. I felt light-headed and I glanced at Seth. "Seth...." I whispered and closed my eyes for a moment and opened to see them both staring at me. I wondered if I had gotten to Ann just a bit. It was somewhat difficult considering that I really hadn't known her until tonight.

My eyes grew heavier and the blood slowed, but within the next moment, I collapsed.

``1 hour later

My eyes fluttered open and I was staring up into the eyes of no one at the moment. I was on our bed and apparently, somebody had placed a huge bandage on my stomach. I sat up with a groan and wondered what had happened. The last thing I remembered was a great amount of blood. My eyes scanned the room and there in the door way was a figure that I couldn't quite make out right now. I was still waking up and my vision was blurry.

"Seth?" I asked questionably guessing at who this silhouette was. My eyes adjusted to the darkness and then I knew it was Seth. I almost got to my feet, but then he stopped me. He was probably trying to make sure I heal right. "I'm okay, Seth." I said, but layed back down anyways.

[Seth Meyer]

We both looked at Natasha after she'd passed out and I stumbled to my feet. I fell once and then I was finally able to reach Natasha. Ann looked at me with Natasha in my arms "Was...she telling the truth brother" she asked with a confused look. I looked at her with a sad look "yes, I told her a name that I thought would be good, it was to honor you after your seem to be death" I told her and she looked at me surprised. She couldn't cry and I couldn't tell that she would have if she could. She looked touched by what I said and she looked to be taking what Natasha said to heart. I looked at Natasha for one moment and then back at Anne, but she was gone.

I had looked around the room and then checked on Anne our daughter, but she was OK. I putted her up and took her in to our room where I cleaned up Natasha. I also bandaged her stomach and layed her on the bed.

**1 Hour later**

Me and Ann watched over Natasha as she slept and right before she woke, I'd left the room for a something to drink. I came back and stood at the door way until I heared her say my name questioningly. I then walked over to her and when she tried to get up I stopped her. I then looked around the room to see that Ann our daughter had fallen a sleep on the floor. I looked back at Natasha after hearing her say that she was OK "are you sure about that" I said turning my own bandaged head to the side for a moment or two. But then I looked back trying to smile at her throuhg the pain of my head ache and my heart ache. My sister was the one thing we both hated and it was killing me to know that.

[natasha]

I looked at him and winced slightly at the small pain in my stomach. Apparently, I had found a wound that would not heal for at least another day. I sighed. I stared at his head and wondered if everything went alright. My glance shot to the floor at some movement. It was Ann. "Seth, I am going to at least get up and bring my daughter over." I said smiling back at him. I knew he wanted me to heal okay, but I wanted to hold my daughter close. I quickly stood up and groaned slightly at the shooting pain, but pushed through it.

I bent down and placed my hands on my daughter and brought her up to my chest being careful not to wake her up. She seemed to have adjusted to sleep on my shoulder and I smiled as I slowly made my way to sit on the bed and held the sound in that came along with the shooting pain. "Seems like our romantic night didn't exactly turn out, did it?" I asked with sad eyes. I wanted nothing to go wrong, but now it seemed ruined in my eyes.

I slid over and reached out my hand towards him smiling. I pulled him closer over next to me so he could sit down next to me. I rested my head on his chest, but felt my injuries throbbing a bit and hissed through my teeth, but then saw Ann move and then settle her head back down. I sighed quietly. I really wanted her to sleep and hope nothing terrified her. I looked up at Seth and began kissing him deeply and then cringed as the pain returned, but then I continued and slid my tongue into his and stayed there for a while, but then I felt a small hand on my cheek and I heard Ann say, "Mommy!"

I immediately stopped and blushed as I looked at Ann. I couldn't believe I was embarrased in front of my own child. I shouldn't be. I brushed the back of her head and began thinking again. "My little butterfly....." I said smiling and then saw Ann look down at my stomach and question. I immediately felt guilt surge through me. "It's okay. I'm alright." I said to her trying to convince that it wasn't anything serious.

[Seth Meyer]

As I lay beside Natasha, I was a little surprised by the kiss and yet I fell right in to it. But then her tongue and I couldn't help but to do like wise. But then we both became embarrased because our daughter had seen us kissing like that and I had to clear my throat, but it made my head hurt again. But then I noticed Ann's concern for her mother and I looked at the child "Mommies right Ann, everything is OK now" I said with a forced smile. But then she noticed my head bandage and it was my turn to fill the guilt surge through me now "Daddy" she looked like she was kind of scared. I couldn't help but take her in my arms and gentle hug her "It's OK Anne, everythings OK" I kept saying to her. It was going to be a hard time for us to calm the little one month old and not have her scared out of her wits.

I had to hand her back to Natasha and get something for my head. Sadly my head wound wasn't yet healed and It was still bleeding if only a little bit "My head is killing me Natasha, I need something badly for it" I told her in her ear, so only she would hear it. I then got off the bed and walked in to the kitchen. I walked over to a little closet like door that was high up. There was some pain pills in it and I grabbed the first bottle of pain pills I saw and took about two of them. I then got a cup of water to wash the pills down with. I replace the bottle back and then went back to our room to found Natasha had calmed Ann some. I sighed and was glad that the child wasn't about to cry, my head wouldn't be able to take it. It took me a moment before I was back on the bed with Natasha and Ann, I just wanted this head ache to go away forever.

[natasha]

I sighed as my little angel worried about us. I brushed her back as she stared at her father questionably. Then I heard Seth and I sighed heavily this time and glanced down at my daughter and pulled her closer and made a wierd face and Ann laughed. I tickled Ann and laughed myself and then I pulled her closer to my chest and rocked her back and forth after seeing her yawn. I wanted her to get enough sleep. I hummed and then noticed she wasn't falling asleep, but she was on her way there.

I smiled as Seth came in and sat down next to us. I heard small snores from my shoulder and my smile widened. I just let her lay there for a moment and then looked at Seth. "Well, I guess it's time for bed again. I'll be right back." I said sliding off the end of the bed and walked to Ann's room and placed her in her bed and closed the windows and locked them which was partially the mistake last time most likely. I let my eyes sweep over her room and looked over everything and felt peace move through my body. I walked out and back into our room and crawled up by Seth, resting my head gently on his chest and wrapped my arm around his torso.

"Seth, I love you." I said my eyes meeting his at that exact moment. I needed him forever and I wondered what would have happened if Wolfenheart stayed alive. What would I have been missing without Seth? A whold damn lot. I missed out on a lot with Wolfenheart also though, but I would never, ever regret Seth. He brought joy and passion to my life and I would never exchange that for anything.

[Seth Meyer]

I felt love seeming to come right out of Natasha's eye's when our's met and well I couldn't help but Kiss her with all the love I felt. It was hard to not feel a little light headed after hitting my head two times and then now Kissing her. It was going to be a long night with this head ache and the pain hadn't yet gone away. I then broke the kiss and lay-ed back down. I sighed with her head on my chest and felt myself slowly drifted off to sleep. But I didn't want to sleep yet and I had wanted to try to found my sister after Natasha fell a sleep. Ann our little angel was a sleep right now and she would hopefully sleep thorugh the rest of the night after all the excitement with her Aunt Anne.

I had taken something for the head ache and after about 30 minutes it slowly started to work. I sighed happily when the pain slowly started to faded away as if it was just a memory. But it wasn't just a memory and I knew that. I looked at Natasha again and our eyes also met again. I kissed her one last time before I pulled the covers over the both of us and I turned over to wrap my arm around her small waist. It would be a good nights sleep even though we were attacked but my sister and I wasn't sure if she would ever come back again to try so again "I love you too Natasha, with all my heart, as much as I love Anne Meyer our little girl, the Angel of our hearts" I whispered in her ear with a smile on my face. I soon enough closed my eyes and had my bandaged head on her shoulder in some kind of way.

[natasha]

I smiled as Seth kissed me back, but I still wondered when this stupid injury would be healed. I felt him warp his nicely toned arms around my thin waist and I smiled as he gently relaxed his head on my shoulder. I closed my eyes and then rememebered. I wanted to look at my injury only because it should have healed fairly quickly. I carefully lifted off the tape and the pad and my eyes widened. The blood still spilled out a bit and the wound hadn't healed much. I swallowed hard. I had never seen my body do this before. I wondered what would be affecting it. A number of things was possible.

I padded down the tape and what not and stared at a spot on the wall and thought deeply about this and what was happening. I wondered if my body was declining from how it healed. That was a bad side effect if so. I didn't really want to worry Seth, but I knew he was going to ask about it. I looked up at him for a moment and sighed. "I think my healing powers are declining a bit. Looks like I'm more vulnerable than I thought I was." I said as fear shot through my spine. I was worried now with Ann attacking us and I didn't know if she would be back for a second round. It might not be so safe anymore. I was worried about litte Ann, but the thought of her little smile, made me smile and gave me comfort.

[Seth Meyer]

I was surprised to hear her say this and yet I wasn't sure if it was right "are you sure Natasha??" I asked with a frown. It couldn't be possible that her healing power was declining and I was sure of it. Or at least I thought I was sure and yet I was a bit confused as to what to do if she was right. I had to do something to help her and do it quickly before it gets worse. I looked at her for a moment and then at her stomach where her wound was with wide dark blue eyes as I saw a little bit of blood. It was her blood and I hated to see this, I hated to see her in pain. She looked very concerned and I was too, I could possibly lose my wife if she ever got a wound worser then this one.

It was hard not to be afraid for her and want to protect her with all I had in my very soul. It had to be a husband thing and I was playing it out pretty well at this moment. I still looked worried and I also looked away from Natasha so she wouldn't hopefully see my worried face. It was hard to hide it from her some times and I hated it when she saw I was worried. I thought about Ann then, what would I tell her if Natasha died and what would happen if she lost her mother like I lost my own. I sighed as I thought of that and I just didn't want my daughter growing up without a mother like I had.

[natasha]

I swallowed hard and stared at him the eyes until he turned away. I was still loosing an excessive amount of blood and what would happen if I bled until I died. "Yes." I said with all seriousness and worriness in my tone. I wondered what would happen if I died. Seth would be a single parent and I really didn't want to have to think about this yet. I stared off into space with a blank expression and tired eyes. I couldn't fall asleep. I was considering which ways this would work out or if I would live and what the chances of that were.

``2 hours later

I shivered from the coldness that waved throughout my body. It wasn't cold inside the room or outside for that matter. I looked down at the bandage which was fully soaked and layed on my back staring into Seth's worried face. I shivered and my hand held his. "Seth, I love you...it's going to be alright...everything is going to be fine." I said staring at him. I knew he would try to deny it most likely and I felt tears billow up in my eyes, the life slowly slipping from me. I stared up into his eyes as a tear trickled down my cheek and I heard the door open and my little Angel walked in and climbed up on the bed. I swallowed hard, a lump in my throat as she stared at my body and stared at my face.

I knew my face was becoming paler as I lost more blood and my hands shook more vigorously as time passed and I felt my breath become less and less and I kissed Seth once more and my eyes closed, my heart stopped.

``A few minutes later (3rd Person)

Ann stared at her mother's body and knew what was going on. Tears strolled down the sides of her ceeks and Seth lifted the wound and they both stared into the open wound. Ann began to lean over in a wierd fashion her tears dripping into the stomach wound and something suprising occured. The tears healed the wound. Ann's eyes widened in amazement and she traced her fingers over the wound, but found nothing. She looked at her hands and set them down.

Natasha for a few moments experienced the most peaceful feeling she had ever felt before. She was dressed in a long white robe and was in a beautiful house that was perfect and she had no worries. They overpassed her. Then, she was gone in that second and flung up breathing heavily and looked at Seth who was right next to her. "Seth...." She said in relief and cries began to spill and she kissed him deeply for a moment. Then she let go and glanced down quickly finding her stomach healed. "How..."

Ann looked at her mother and smiled with excitement and happiness that her mother had not died. "Mommy, I healed you." Ann said with a pleased look on her face. Natasha stared at her daughter and nodded slightly. "Very good. I love you sweetie." She said taking Ann up in her arms and holding her close.

[Seth Meyer]

When I saw Natasha stop breathing and she gone. My whole world seem to crash to the ground and brake in to a tiny little piece's. I looked at her and tears had started to roll down my face with pain showing in my dark blue eyes. I didn't want to beileve that she was gone and yet she was, it hurt. My heart felt like it just wanted to stop too and join her where ever she was now. But before I could even cry out my pain, Ann was there and I didn't remember her coming in our room. I saw her tears as she understood and it broke my heart even worse. I had a child that I was going to have to raise all alone and knowing that she would grow up without a mother was killing me. I was about to take her in my arms when I saw her touch Natasha's wound in a amazement and I was so confused as to why.

I looked at the wound and my own eyes went wide as I saw that it was healed. Before I had time to say anything she told Natasha that she'd healed her. I wanted to say something, but I was in shock and that was when Natasha kissed me. I took a moment before I responced to her sweet kiss. I couldn't beileve that she was alive and not died, it had to be a dream. I touched her cheek with my hand and looked as if I was waiting for her to vanish or something "your alive" I said in a low tone of voice. Its some times hard to think that your daughter just brought her mother and your wife back from the dead by healing her wounds that was killing her.

[natasha]

I stared at Ann for a moment and held my finger to my mouth. I needed to show Seth I was alive. I knew he was in shock. "Seth, do you remember this?" I asked as I sat on top of him just kissing him. I tried to make it as real as possible. I stayed there for a moment in his arms. "Seth, I won't leave you now. Please, don't stare at me that way. I'm here." I said in a reassuring tone as a smile perched on my lips as I held both sides of his face in my warm hands. I needed him to be okay. "Want to know what heaven looks like?" I asked smiling more. It had been absolutely beautiful and the most relaxing places ever discovered.

I just waited there for a response which wasn't coming out soon enough. It worried me. I hoped he hadn't totally lost it. "Seth, please, don't loose it on me." I begged as I stared into his eyes. I hated the feelings that they emitted. I wanted to sit here and express all the love I had for him...I then looked back at Ann and sighed. I couldn't right now. I rolled off and sat down by her and let her crawl into my lap. I knew she was going to fall asleep soon. I cradled her small body in my arms and rocked her back and forth. I heard snores and I stood up careful not to wake her and layed her in her bed. I rubbed her fuzzy head and smiled as I stood over her and then I broke rom her.

I moved out of the room and back into our bedroom and kneeled on the bed in front of him and kissed him. "Seth.....I will never leave you." I promised him.

[Seth Meyer]

I couldn't beileve it still, one moment she was gone forever out of mine and Ann's life, then just like that she was back some how. I blinnked my eyes as she held my face in her warm hands and knew that someone died wouldn't have this warm hands. But then she left me and I had to blink tears out of my eyes. Why was I crying like she was gone and never coming back from the dead. Because she had just left me and to my surprise came back minutes later. I was in shock and couldn't believe it. It was so hard to beileve and yet here she was, a live breathing talking to me. But then she left the room after rocking Ann to sleep and I kind of stared at the open door until she came back.

I looked at her with un-beileving eyes and yet hopefulness that this wasn't just a bad dream to wake from screaming my head off. I looked at her as she was kneeing before me and I moved towards her, but then I kissed her. I felt the tears come again and I was just glad that I wouldn't have to raise Ann all alone without a mother to love her. I loved Natasha so much and I still felt a bit like I was in shock at what had happen moments ago. Ann had saved her mother from death and I had been so helpless to doing anything. She was to hard to beileve and I looked at her again still kind of in shock as I moved away to look at her.