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Post by natasha on Sept 13, 2008 11:47:06 GMT -6
I tried to find the correct words to replace the silence, but I wasn't given much time until Seth kissed me and hot tears rolled down the side of his face until clashing down on myn. I brought my hand up to my face and touched the liquid and pulled it away to stare at it and then my eyes matched with Seth's as he just looked at me with eyes spilling out. I felt my own tears spiral into my eyes at the site. His pain was mine and mine was his. I brought a caring and soft palm up to wipe the tears from his eyes and rubbed his cheek lightly.
"Seth, it's okay. I am so sorry." I said the tears invading my voice and I moved forward sitting on top of him and wrapping one of my arms around his torso and the other one clenched the back of his head, lacing my hands in his sandy hair. "I'm so sorry. So dearly sorry." I said the tears flowing off of my cheeck onto his shoulder. I kissed his cheek and moved closer to his lips, connecting with his and never wanting to break. I knew we would be laying here a while with each other and crying and maybe going further, because we never wanted to miss each other.
My heart sank a few more inches at this sadness. "Please don't cry. It makes me cry. I will never leave you...never forsake you...never stop loving you.." I said the tears coming naturally while I matched noses with him and rested my forehead gently on his.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Sept 13, 2008 12:38:55 GMT -6
I closed my eyes as she kissed my cheek and then placed a kiss on my lips. It was real, I kept telling myself and it felt so real. I kissed her back while she was still kissing me and then she pulled away. I wanted to protest, but she kept telling me she was sorry and that she would never leave me. I had been hurt from the death of my frist mate and I thought I wouldn't be able to handle it a second time. It would have driven my mad if she had really died. But she was here and had her head on mean. Our noses and fore heads touching, it was like when Terry died in my arms after founding her still alive. But she died all the same, her wounds had been to deep and she didn't have enough time to heal before she died.
I breathed a huge sighe as I realized she was on top of me again and I felt it with her light weight on me. I gave a small smile "don't....ever......give me a.....a heart attack like that again" I said through small sobs. It had almost killed me at seeing Natasha dead and then just shocked me to see her breathing again. I thanked God for Ann our little angel and thanked him for who we were. I wrapped my arms around Natasha's small form and just hugged her to me. What had happen moments before had opened up old wounds that had followed after the death of my old mate Terry. You could say that they are wounds that you can't see, wounds of the heart. That old pain had settled in a place were Terry's death was still very much fresh and yet old. It had almost been a year now since the death of my old pack. I looked at Natasha "don't ever.....ever leave me......Please" I said without sobbing this time.
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Post by natasha on Sept 13, 2008 20:20:34 GMT -6
I stared at Seth for a long moment my eyes caring on his and smiled. "Seth, I will never do that again. I just was trying to protect you and I got hurt. Ann was going to hurt you and I wouldn't let her do that to you. I love you too much. I need you Seth." I said the tears filling my eyes as I smiled ever so slightly. I tightened my firm grip around him and smiled. I buried my head into his chest and wondered. "Seth, I think that I lost so much blood that I couldn't heal fast enough. I should have realized that earlier, but my mind was all a little befuddled." I said with a clear voice.
I pulled ourselves up further onto the bed and layed us down next to each other. I wanted to lay here with him. That was the least I wanted. I stared up into his eyes and intertwined my fingers of my left hand with his. My head stayed an inch or two from him and I craned my head closer and bumped noses with his and felt shivers run down my spine. My lips left little space from his and I breathed lightly. I inhaled his intoxicating scent. I clenched my jaw together because of the closeness and then kissed him on the lips. I couldn't wait anymore, not anymore. It was like a reunion after a long time and well, it wasn't a long time, but it could have been if I had died, which was only for a moment.
"Seth, would you like to know what heaven looks like?" I asked smiling. I remembered the picture so clearly. It was the most comforting feeling in my entire life.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Sept 19, 2008 20:12:36 GMT -6
I couldn't help but smile as she kissed me and felt her finger's intertwin with mine. It was a wonderful feeling to have her kiss me and it felt so real now. My eyes dried up and I felt the shock of what almost happen fad away as if it had never been. But then I hear-ed Natasha ask me if I wanted to know what Heaven looked like. I couldn't help help the frown that came to my face and the thought that came too. I had almost lost her and she wanted to tell me about what heaven looked like. I didn't even want to hear her say the word until the day we were both dying of old age or something like that.
I sighed that "yeah, sure, that would be nice" I whispered. I would think she could tell that it was un-comfortable for me to hear her talk like this. But I didn't want to do something that would brake this moment and so I gave a weak smile, then kissed her again. I hoped that maybe this kiss would have her forget about telling me what heaven was like, I could wait to see it. On the day you die, I was told as a young man that you see it and it looks so beautiful that you can't help but go near it as you took your last breath. I didn't want to hear it, but I would listen if she wanted to and taht's what made what happen so real, her talking about it.
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Post by natasha on Sept 20, 2008 14:19:40 GMT -6
I stared into his eyes and scanned his uncomfortable expression that was clearly written through his face and then he sighed and immediately I knew he wanted to avoid the topic. Then he kissed me and I was reassured that he didn't want me to tell him this. It just had been so beautiful, so comforting, that I felt warm and safe inside knowing that that is where I was going after I died. I always thought because I became a werewolf that I was condemned to hell eternally, but now, I have the ultimate chance to a peaceful life in heaven for eternity. I kissed him back passionately. I wouldn't tell him. He must be slightly uncomfortable with us dying and doesn't desire to hear the description of the faint afterwards that can be experienced.
"Seth, you know I would never intentionally make you uncomfortable, right?" I asked in a curious tone. I wanted to reassure him that everything was going to be alright. I was in one piece and that should be sinking in by now for him. I don't want to see him suffer and struggle over something that has been already resolved.
I layed my hands on his broad chest and kissed him lightly again. I never wanted to leave here, this position. I wanted to stay in his arms forever, just living with him, and not without him. Never without him. I stared down at the dazzling ring on my left finger. I smiled and looked up at him. I recalled the wedding and how I looked, how handsome Seth looked. It was a beautiful outdoor wedding and it was one of the happiest days of my life.
I was dressed in a strapless white beautiful wedding gown that had delicate beaded designs slithering up and stopping a bit higher then mid-waist. It was beautiful and I have it hanging up in the closest in its own spot, hanging there very beautifully just to remind me always of the day Seth and I were bound to one another for eternity.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Sept 26, 2008 19:47:25 GMT -6
I knew she could tell I was un-comfortable about this and yet I smiled "Yeah I know you wouldn't make me un-comfortable and be meaning to" I said with a sad smile. My own sister had tried to kill me and that hurt to know, it felt like I had my heart ripped out. I kissed Natasha one last time and looked at her "why don't we go back to bed, I'm tired" I said looking in her brown eyes. It was like looking in pools of some kind of crystal or something of the sort. I smiled at her and just wanted to keep her close to me for all time "lets go to bed, I'm tired after the fight" I said with a weak sounding voice as if I was weak or something at that moment.
I had hugged her and then decided to lay on my back because it some times helped when my head was hurting. Even though I took something for it, it still hurt and it would be only a little bit hard for me to fall a sleep tonight with all this thoughts about my sister being alive. I had thought she was dead for so long that it was a surprise to see her this night. I closed my dark blue eyes and slowly breathed as if a sleep. It would be a while before I could fall a sleep without the help of taking something, but I wouldn't be taking anything at this time.
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Post by natasha on Sept 27, 2008 19:07:08 GMT -6
A smile uplifted upon my lips as Seth pressed his lips to mine. I moved my lips against his ever so slightly once more and smiled. I really wanted to stay up with him and never let him go, but I knew he needed rest and I would rather give him what he needs. I stared into his eyes until he closed them making it look as though he was asleep. I rested my head into the pillow growing more tired. "Yeah, that's a good idea. I love you Seth." I said while shutting my eyelids and just listened to my breath and calmed myself and I soon fell asleep with my arm wrapped around Seth's torso.
I fell deeply into sleep sinking into my dreams. This one was most vividly portrayed in my mind. It was one of Seth and I making love to each other and skipped to me becoming pregnant. I gave birth to a son and his name was Jeremy. I could almost feel the smile on my lips burning into my dreams and I slowly blinked my eyes open and looked at the clock. It was three in the morning. My eyes fell upon Seth and just watched him. I sighed quietly and just rested my eyes on my beloved husband who slept.
I blinked my eyes closed again and fell asleep, dreaming the same again. I became confused as to why this dream keeps coming back. I wondered if this dream was coming true to me soon.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Oct 2, 2008 19:13:13 GMT -6
I felt Natasha move around a bit at around three in the morning and I still just wanted to sleep. I had dreams to, but they were more like nightmares and the good dream were blocked from me for this night at least. It was a horrible dream about my parents death and my sister vanishing when the Vampire's kidnapped her. It was still hard to think of that at times and yet here I was dreaming about it. The nightmare had blood in it and everyone improtent to me was dying all around me, falling at my feet. It felt like I was going to go crazy if this dream continued. Just then I woke with a start and was laying there in my own sweat. I looked at the side wall for a little bit and then decided that maybe I should try to sleep once again.
I sighed and dried to roll over, but Natasha was holding on to me like I was a life line or something. But It didn't bother me at all and I loved it actually, it showed me that I wasn't alone. After thinking of other things for a while, I think thought of my family that was died down from being attacked by Vampire's that I hated. I never wanted to hear the word Vampire ever since my packs death and I was thinking that maybe I could take Natasha to my home land, my territory since I would have been the next leader of our pack, if it hadn't died.
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Post by natasha on Oct 6, 2008 12:16:50 GMT -6
I felt Seth squirm somewhat in my arms and slowly awakened by the soft movements and my head slowly rose to look at him with worried eyes knowing he probably didn't have the best dreams in the world after what happened previously last night. I gently rubbed his sweat coated stomach and never left my eyes from his face, trying to read the emotions in his eyes. I found them to be filled with slight anxiety and it began worrying me as my natural maternal instincts kicked in a bit.
I blinked my eyes a few times and sat up, groaning groggily. My body still ached from the sudden attack. My eyebrows furrowed as I thought carefully over every step of the attack. I began wondering why his sister would do this, why someone like her could ever do this. I wondered who really kidnapped her and what happened. I couldn't help but overhearing the many conversations of vampires over these volturi members, like they were royalty or the royalty of the vampires for that matter. Supposedly, they were the most powerful clan of vampires and not to mention the oldest there were.
A shiver ran down my spine at the thought of this. I wondered if they ever found a werewolf within site, how long the werewolf themselves would last. It made me fear ever being near them. I knew I was strong, but definately not that effective on such experienced vampires. I was able to heal fairly quickly, yes, but that doesn't mean I couldn't die as everyone found earlier last night.
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Post by Seth Meyer to lazy to login on Oct 10, 2008 16:51:16 GMT -6
I don't know why, but I slowly relaxed as Natasha rubbed my muscle bound stomach. It was good to feel human contact and yet I still felt a bit anxiety as I knew she would call the look on my face. I had sweat all over me and some it was terrible to wake up in a cold sweat like beside my wife. I didn't want to be like this and yet I have been like this a little bit ever since my pack was killed, my sister taken from me. Now because I had just found out that she was a Vampire, she would never be able to take her blood lines power of being able to become a wolf. It would most likely kill her if she ever did and yet she would live forever now. I would someday die and leave her behind once again.
My dark blue eye's stayed at what they were looking at, that was the inside roof. I hated this feeling of helplessness and I hated myself for not going after my sister when I should have. I don't know what to do any more. My whole family was died and my sister was a Vampire, I was living with my new family, like nothing had happen all those months ago. It was at that moment I looked at Natasha with that worried look. I couldn't help but feel the way I did and yet it was worrying her "Don't worry, please, I'm fine, just tired" I told and slowly closed my eye's.
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Post by natasha on Oct 10, 2008 19:31:54 GMT -6
I stared at Seth and clenched my jaw tightly for a moment and then loosened up, relaxing my muscles and calmed myself. "Seth, don't lie to me. I know something is wrong. Just, if you ever want to tell me. I'm always here for you. Just don't lie to me and say nothing is wrong." She said as she opened her eyes and turned onto her side facing away from him and stared at the walls that we were confined in. I heard Ann cry from the other room and got up slowly. I rubbed my forehead as I felt pressure that was built up and pounding in my head.
I walked out of the room opening the door wide and walked into Ann's room and found her crying a little and took her up in my arms snuggly, holding her close. I felt her bury her head into my shoulder. "What's wrong my little angel?" I whispered in a worried form wondering what had happened. Ann mumbled something into my shoulder and I lifted her chin a little. "You have a nightmare?" I asked looking into her cute little teary eyes. She nodded and I pulled her closer. "Ann you never have to worry about those coming true. I'll always be here to protect you." I reassured her smiling softly.
I stared at her sadened face and rubbed her back. "Want to fall asleep in mommy and daddy's room?" I asked her and she nodded. She rested her small head on my shoulder and I continued rubbing her back and brought her in by Seth and I. I stared at Seth and brought her to the bed and still held her, rocking back and forth a bit and humming softly.
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