Revealing ~Chris and Seth~

[natasha]

I heald Seth's hand in myn as we walked down the beach and stopped. I turned towards him and wrapped my arms around his torso. I buried my head into his chest and felt tears come to my eyes. I couldn't bare to see Chris' face after telling her I had found someone else that was significant in my life besides Wolfenheart. I couldn't find the words to explain this to her.

I didn't know how she would react, but out of all the reactions that scared me, getting angry or sad would be the two that hurt me the most. I couldn't bare to tell her that I had a new mate, I lived with Seth, I made love to him. I couldn't bare seeing the reaction Chris' face would withhold. I asked her to come to the beach. I needed to tell her. She had to know that I loved her like a sister and that I still loved her brother greatly, but I had found one other person to make me feel whole.

"Seth, I don't know what to tell Chris. She has been through so much. I can't bare to see her hurt reaction she has to us."

I said sobbing slightly. I had not gotten pregnant from sleeping with Seth, but I knew he wanted a pack of his own which could mean children, but I didn't even think I was ready for the sort of thing. I lifted my head to look at Seth and brushed my wet cheeks for a second to get rid of some of the tears that were rolling down my face.

[Seth Meyer]

I was holding Natasha hand until she turned around and seemed to be hugging me. I loved it when she did that, but then I heard the sobs and at once I was concerned about what was wrong with my little flower. Then I heard her words and knew right away what was wrong. She had told me a lot about her friend Chris and that also Chris was her dead mates sister. I sighed with that fact that she was ok and with worry that Chris would get hurt. I knew how it felt to lose your mate, the very one you imprinted and the pain sometimes still took me in my dream.

I would say they were more like nightmare's and they would all about Terry, my mate before Natasha. But the dreams were dieing down some and I had dreams of Natasha most of the time. But her friend Chris had lost a bother and I knew how she felt, I lost a little sister who would have been 15 today. But those damned Vampire's killed her and she had only been 14 years old. I calmed my temper at that thought and gentle help Natasha wipe away her tears. I then kissed her on the lips and hoped that it would make her feel a bit better to know that I was here for her. I broke the kiss before it got to deep and her friend came seeing us. I didn't want her friend to found out this way and I knew Natasha didn't either, but I smiled at her "don't worry, you won't know how she reacts until you tell her OK love" I said in a calm, kind tone.

[natasha]

I kissed him back for a few seconds and thought about it for a bit. I don't think Chris should find out this way. It wasn't the correct approach to things, but I got the comfort that came from it. I listened to Seth's words.

"Don't worry, you won't know how she reacts until you tell her OK love."

I let them ring in my head to convince myself this is how I was to base what I needed to say. I nodded and closed my eyes for a few seconds trying to gain some strength.

"You are right. Thank you for coming."

I said to him attempting to smile at him. I moved to his side and held his hand. That was the most subtle way to introduce us as a couple besides talking to Chris. I needed Seth here otherwise I wouldn't be able to go through with this. I turned once more towards Seth and hugged him again. I had a feeling I would be doing that quite often.

My body froze at the sound of a branch cracking. I quickly turned on my heals, my hair following in a spiraled motion. I kept Seth behind me for his protection along with Chris' protection also. I didn't want either of them to get hurt. I tucked one of my hands in Seth's behind my back as I stuck close to him. I looked at Chris who stood in front of me. I tried to read her expression, but couldn't.

"Hey, Chris."

I said as I seemed to choke on my words a bit. My words seemed to show all the nervousness, all the guilt, everything.

[«Christian»]

Natasha had told me to meet her here.Why I didn't know, but whenever I tried to ask why she just said that I'll have to come to find out. I didn't know what to expect but I knew that I needed to pack and extra set of clothes,just in case. I chose to leave the house early. Before my mom got up. I chose to go out my window. MY brother,Wolfenheart had a rope ladder there that he used to use when he wanted to get away from his step dad, Jack. I could see why he hated him to.He hated the fact that my brother was a werewolf but yet he seemed to not care that our mom was. I hated Jack too, I mean he never showed any of his meanness to me though, probably because I hadn't phased yet, but still...he was just...
I felt my hands shake as I climbed down the ladder. MY spine was tingling too. I stopped thinking about Jack so I could make it down to the ground below without phasing. I made it to the edge of the house,where the forest began and began taking my clothes off. MY hands were shaking so bad that I could barely get them off. But I managed to get them off before my body exploded. MY shaggy, auburn bangs feel in my face and I shook myself to position the gloomy bear backpack on my back. My wolf form was quite small but that made it easier for me to blend in. I looked like a husky, just roughly a bit bigger than a real husky. MY brother was the same way.
I ran the way down to the beach. AS I got closer to the edge I phased back and put my clothes back on and walked along the shore. I followed Natasha's scent that was blowing down wind. But then walking closer I caught another scent. I didn't pay much mind about it until I meet Natasha. Behind her was a guy, maybe about a year or two older than my brother. His hair was about the same sandy blonde as his and for a second I could have sworn that it was Wolfenheart himself. But I knew that couldn't be,I saw him myself, with my own to eyes that day. I sniffed again and I knew that it wasn't him. I blinked my eyes several times. No tears yet but I was in shock.
"Who is this guy?" I asked myself franticly. I opened my mouth to speak but I lost the words. All I could do was look at him. I raised my arm and pointed at him.
"N-N-N-Natasha...."
I stammered over her very name.
"....w-w-who...."
I managed to say before my legs gave out from under me. It was like my whole body had turned to mush. That feeling didn't last long though. I felt my hands starting to shake. I wrapped my arms around me, trying to keep myself together. Still no tears yet.
"NATASHA!!!"
I yelled when my voice returned, but it was lost again. I began to breath deeply, it seemed like I couldn't get enough oxygen. My thoughts ran wild with the possibilities. "Could she have found another..." I asked myself, I shook my head to clear it. "No, it couldn't be." I said to myself.

[natasha]

I tried to find my feet, my voice, but couldn't and for a moment my spine became stiff. I knew this was going to be hard for Chris to take in and I was hoping I was going to be wrong, but apparently not. I just watched Chris for a moment and then she collapsed.

I rushed over at a fast pace leaving Seth alone on shore only a few feet away. I wrapped my arms around Chris and attempted to create a possible explanation.

"Chris, I know this is hard for you. I love you Chris, I really do. You are so much like your brother. Please don't leave....just listen is all I ask."

I said pausing as I felt tears come at the site of her. I allowed some of the tense and saddened feelings to settle for a moment.

"Chris, I need you to accept me if there is any way possible for what I am about to tell you. You see that man over there? His name is Seth. He is my mate. I can't explain how or why. I just love him."

I explained to Chris and buried my head into her hair. I began crying. I didn't know how Chris would react, but I hoped it wasn't going to be to try to kill Seth for one or to run from this. I wanted her in every way to accept me. I loved her so deeply. She reminded me so much of Wolfenheart and I didn't want her to be ripped out of my life.

[Seth Meyer]

I saw them both upset and there was a small angry at seeing Natasha upset. But I had to cool it down and let her take care of this. But as you may know, I'm not the type to let a woman cry without trying to comfort them. So I walked up behind Natasha and placed my hands on her shoulders to try to comfort her. I stood there watching them and seeing that they meant some much to each other. Natasha mention her old mate and well I couldn't have hard feeling towards the guy, he was dead and plus I had, had a old mate before I met Natasha.

At the thought of Terry an image of her appeared before my minds eye and I couldn't help but frown, she had made me happy. It was a shame that Terry dead and we hadn't had the chance to live together. But I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind and kept my thoughts on Natasha, she was my mate now, not Terry. Terry was dead and she would want me to be happy with who I found. I rubbed Natasha's shoulders to try to help calm her down and that way she could talk to Chris some more. I sighed, I hoped the young one would understand and know that I would do any thing for Natasha. Even if it meant me getting killed to let her live and I would let it happen, but all I wanted now was to live with Natasha.

[«Christian»]

Natasha wrapped her arms around me. I liked that. She cared about me enough to try to comfort me. I know that I'm going to reget this later but I pushed her away from me. "N-no!" I yelled at her. I found my voice and as I spoke I felt my body shaking again. "I can't...I-I just...c-can't..."I said as I shook my head. I couldn't ecept this. Maybe if this didn't happen so suddenly...maybe I could but not now. I tried to run but I found myself back on the sandy ground. Without warning I exploded. I got to my feet,slowly at first but I knew what was coming next. I felt my legs bunch up, launching myself foward.

"Why do I always run away..."

I asked myself. I ran until I got to the edge of the beach. I looked back over my shoulder and looked at them. Tears filled my eyes and blured my vision. I turned my head back in front and kept running till I couldn't anymore. I found myself at the edge of the edge of the forest. Natasha and Seth were still in sight. I could see,hear and smell them. I layed down, placing my head on my large paws. My brother had large paws too. I smiled at this. Well as much as a husky could smile. I took my backpack off and dug through it the best I could with my nose. I found my orange iPod. I placed it on the forest floor and phased back. I pulled my second set of clothes out and put them on. I needed my fingers to search my songs. After my clothes were on I found something to listen to.
"Imogen Heap." I said to myself as I pushed play. MY ears were filled with music and as I listened closer I found that the song fit what was happening. "I could keep your number for a rainy day...no mistakes no misbehaving." I sung in my head along with the song.

"It's not meant to be like this, not what I planed at all...I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault."

I stopped and let the song play til it ended. I turned my iPod off and put it back in my bag. Well one thing was right, the pain I was feeling now wasn't Natasha's fault, not even Seth's. If I had to blame anyone the only person who I could was myself. I made this into something, only I could ecsept Seth. I put my backpack back on and walked back to Natasha and Seth. I looked up a Seth. He was very hansome and he seemed to really care about Natasha. I didn't know how to say it but I had to at least show him that I exsepted him.

"I'm....Gomonesai...."

I said. I hope Seth knew japanese because that was the best appology that he was goning to get from me. I turned to Natasha ans huged her. Letting tears run down my face.

"Gomonesai..."

I said to her in a small whisper.

[natasha]

I immediately felt Chris push away and then I felt emptiness in my arms. I tried to grasp Chris, but she was gone. I ended up bringing my hands to my face and sobbed. I felt Seth rubbing my shoulder at first, but then I was being picked up into his arms still crying. I cried into his chest.

"Seth, what have I done?"

I asked through the tears. Then I heard Chris come back and my heart skipped a beat. My head snapped up and she was hugging me. I heard her appologize in Japanese and I nodded.

"I'm so sorry, Chris."

I said as I stood there hugging her tears slowly rolling down my face.

"I love you Chris. Please don't ever escape being part of my life. I need you here. You are all I have left of Wolfenheart and I have not forgotten about you or your brother. I won't ever do such a thing."

I explained and appologized in a way and reassured her that I was here for her whenever she needed or wanted me. I pulled back to look at her and brought one of my hands up to brush the tears away slowly. I truly did love her like she was my own sister and I couldn't help but think that if Wolfenheart was alive, I would have married him and I would be her sister by marriage.

I knew that wasn't the case though. I belonged to Seth and he belonged to me. I would stay here with Chris as long as she needed me though.

[Seth Meyer]

I found myself hugging Natasha after chris had ran away from us "you didn't do anything wrong love, she just needs time" I said before chris finally came back. Chris said she was sorry and I nodded my head in understanding before she was hugging Natasha. I stepped back a little bit to give them space and watched as the two of them cried for a little bit. I had this feeling that the young one would be alright with us being together and that she was starting to understand that Natasha maybe move on, but her brother would always be in Natasha's heart. At that thought I felt that bit of angry I had moments ago before Chris ran off and I yet again pushed it to the back of my mind.

What was it about that thought that made me feel a little angry that another male had been in Natasha's life before she met me. That she'd loved another and that she was still morning his loss. I sighed as I soon turned away from them to looked out to the waters before me. Why didn't I feel like this, I never even met the guy before he died and well it was silly in many ways. I pushed it to the back of my mind again. I turned back to see them looking at each other face to face. I smiled at them and knew that the young would be fine "hey I hope you two didn't forget I'm still here" I said teaseingly with a smile.

[«Christian»]

Chris was a bit shooked at her own reaction but she knew that comming back to Natasha and Seth to face her fears wa alot better than running away from them.
"It's okay sis, I won't run anymore--I'm so teired from running away from everthing."
She said as her voice cracked. She smiled as Natasha whipped her tears away. She reacte dher hand to Natasha's face and did the same. For a time se had forgotten why she was crying or upset in the first place. Bu tthen Seth's voice rang out and reasured her. For a moment I felt pain and then I quickly pushed it down and saved it for later. When I got home I was going to have some serious crying to do. I whiped the rest of the tears away and walked over to Seth, holding Natasha's hand. Her warmth was holding me to reality, not letting me pass this off for a dream. I stoped about a foot away from Seth, I refused to get close to him, at least until I knew him well enough that it didn't make me uneasy. I wanted to ask him something but I couldn't get the words out. I opened my moth but nothing came out. I tried again.

"S-S-Seth..."

my stomach began flip floping. I knew I had to ask him this if I was ever going to exsept him. I tried again.

"S-Seth...do you....l-l-love her?"

I asked. I hung my head. I felt like I was going to be sick. I felt stupid for even asking him that. My heart was pounding so loud that I could sware that they could hear too.

[natasha]

I heard her words and stopped crying at them. I knew she finally began growing out of the running thing which was good. The only way to deal with problems was to truly face them. I saw that Chris no longer was crying and smiled still holding her hand. I smiled at her, but noticed that Chris still had pain in her eyes and my smile flickered away for a second. I didn't say anything. I didn't want to mess our composure up right now.

I heard Seth and smiled and laughed once or twice. I looked at him. "Seth, I won't ever forget you." I said as we walked over and I still stayed by Chris waiting for her to accept him truly. Appologizing was a big step for her, but I wanted more than that if it was possible and her next words almost made me cry with joy. We were truly sisters in an excellent way.

I looked at Chris with a look of gratitude. I sware if she was a boy I would have give her a big kiss. I just looked at Chris like a sister though. I tightened my hand with thanks in it. I looked at Seth and smiled with happiness. I knew the answer already and I began thinking to the moment he might have planned to ask me to marry him. I would truly cherish that moment in my heart. I looked back at Chris and smiled with comfort and happiness. It made me happy to see that she would not run from her problems.

[Seth Meyer]

I looked at both of them and a smile crossed my face at what Chris ask "yeah I love her and would protect her always" I said knowing it was the truth. The young one was starting to accepted that Natasha loved another and that she had to move beyond Wolfenhearts death. I sighed as I smiled at Natasha and walked over to them both. But I was mostly walking to Natasha and was behind her within moments with Werewolf speed and wrapped my arms around her waist with my head on hers. I guess you could say that I was taking in her scent and take it to memory.

I then looked at Chris and stepped back from Natasha "Chris, I hear little about you and I would like to get to know you" I said stucking out a hand as to shake hers "I'm Seth Meyer, its Nice to finally meet you Chris" I said with a smile. My dark blue eyes sparkling happily. I was always kind to those who were like wise and I was mean to those who hurt my friends or family. As I thought of Family, it a pain back that I never wanted to feel and so I had to force myself to push it to the back of my mind. It was hard to lose a brother or sister, my sister ann would want me to be happy and so would Terry my dead mate. I kept the smile on my face as to not frighten Chris and not to have Natasha become concerned.