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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 27, 2008 18:00:51 GMT -6
I stepped in to the shower with her and smiled as she kissed me. I felt the sand wish off and slip down my body as we kissed each other almost to death. It felt like my heart would burst before long and then I felt this pain shoot through my back from the old wound Chace gave me. I tried to ignore it and just kiss her to keep my mind off of this pain. But it wouldn't go away and everything seem to go dark for a moment. But I could see and I just stood there kissing until I broke the kiss with a wince of pain. I looked at Natasha "my back" I said without knowing. The old wound stong "I'm fine, its just that old wound it still stings some times, but...just not this bad" I said panting for air as it passed.
I stood up now really realizing that I'd been leaning on the wall of the shower. It was mind numbing and I just smiled at Natasha with a pleaeding look that I was fine. I kissed her again and reach for some soap for the both of us. I srubbed some on her and then on myself. I couldn't reach my back and I gave up on the for now "want me to get your back for you" I asked. I gentle srubbed her back after she turned around and saw no scar's, not one. But me I had this scar going acrossed my back and at times it pained me. But I pushed that to the back of mind and just enjoyed a nice warm shower with the one I loved
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Post by natasha on Aug 27, 2008 18:15:46 GMT -6
I looked at Seth questionably and when he said the wound, I became somewhat worried. I turned around for him to scrub my back and then I turned back around feeling the soap wash of from my body. I looked at Seth. "Turn around Seth." I ordered in a small tone. He turned around and I glanced at the scar and my eyes widened. It was still very deep. It looked red. I placed my fingers around it and examined it. "Seth we have to get this bandaged up. It's not going to heal unless you do keep it from getting infected. I let go of his wound and he turned around.
I looked at him and set the soap down again and we were all clean well, Seth didn't get his back, but for now, that was alright. I stepped outside of the shower grabbing a towel and wrapped it around myself. I rummaged through the cabinet and found hydrogen peroxide and smoe gauze pads and tape. I grabbed some cutips and turned around to face Seth. "Come on and sit down with me. I want to get this cleaned and bandaged up." I said as I held all the stuff and walked into the bedroom and set everything down on the bed. I had him sit down next to me and first took out a cutip with hydrogen peroxide and dipped it and set it down on the table that was handy. "This might sting a bit." I said as I placed my hands on his back with the cutip at hand and dabbed slightly down the one inch deep cut.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 27, 2008 18:34:32 GMT -6
I had a towle around my waist and walked over to the bed with Natasha. I sat at first and the I layed down on the bed with my back still to her. I winced a bit when I felt the peroxide touch the area where the small deep wound was across my spine. I was a slow healer and had been lucky that the spine had been healed long before now. I closed my eyes as she cleaned the wound like scar and just relaxed while she cared for me as I would for her. If she had been the slow healer I would be doing this for her instead of the other way around. But it couldn't be help and I sighed as I knew she would clean it good.
She had gentle hands for a thing like this and I was greatful for that. She would have to stop soon to place bandages over the wound like scar. I hated being the slow healer of the two of us, but I also knew it couldn't be helped, it was in my blood line. My whole pack hadn't been as slow a healers as my family and I some times hated that. I had to take the pain of some wounds like this and the other child didn't have to worry one bit about bleeding or having cuts that hurt. I pushed those thoughts to the back of my mind and just kept my mind on the movement of Natasha's hand on my back. I said not a word and listened in case she had something to say.
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Post by natasha on Aug 27, 2008 18:55:53 GMT -6
I knew he was cringing slightly from the pain and I tried to be careful and cleaned it the best I could. I ripped the gauze out and placed them on the wound and brought the tape up and taped it so his wound was covered. I noticed it was completely quiet while I cared for him. I set everything on the table and wrapped my arms around his torso careful not to hurt him anymore than he already was. "You okay Seth?" I asked in a caring tone as I still clung to him and kissed his shoulder gently.
I didn't want to ever let him go. I got up though and brought all the items with me and put them back in the cupboard and put my beautiful engagement on where it belonged. I stared at it for a few moments and then traveled into the bedroom again and grabbed some nice and comfortable pajamas and dropped the towel and put them on and walked over to Seth and sat down where I previously was and wrapped my around him carefully and kissed him softly on the cheek as I took his hands in mine and stared at the ring.
I didn't know when I would ever stop from staring at it. It was so flawless and beautiful. I kissed him on the lips this time and closed my eyes. "I love you." I said in the most passionate and caring tone I could possibly use. He gave me everything and I almost wondered if I could become pregnant now. I hoped so.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 27, 2008 19:18:58 GMT -6
I felt her finish with cleaning the wound like scar and then she wrapped her arms around my torso. I felt no pain, just the love of the woman behind me and a warmth that seem to spread all over me. But then she left leaving me sitting there and I soon got up to put some boxer shorts on as I night clothen. She returned and put on some comfortable looking pajamas. I smiled at her and then she wrapped her arms around me again and was just so gentle as if I would brake at the slightest of touch. I didn't mind it and I was greatful for her caring touch for now. I was tired and needed something for pain.
But she kissed me and the slight pain I felt seem to fadd away. I kissed her back and then saw he fooling with the ring. We were going to get married some time soon and now that I thought of it, Natasha could possibly be pregnant again. This time though I was going to protect her and this baby with my life when ever Chace's came around. I kissed her again and it was a long kiss before it ended. I looked in her brown eyes "thanks for cleaning my scar or wound like scar would be better to say" I said to her nervously. But I pushed that feeling to the back of my mind and looked at her again "I love you Natasha Rollins, soon to be Natasha Meyer. How does that sound" I asked with a smile. I laid back on the bed and hoped Natasha would follow. I would be surprised if she did end up pregnant and like I said before, I'd protect and this child.
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Post by natasha on Aug 27, 2008 21:14:42 GMT -6
I watched as Seth layed down and followed him smiling at his question. "It does have a nice ring to it, doesn't it? I love it. It's absolutely perfect." I said with a warmth coming to cover over my heart. I wrapped my thin arm over his lean torso and rested my head on his bare chest. It was nice laying like this with him. I closed my eyes for a few moments thinking about how perfect this day had turned out to be. Nothing could ever ruin this moment or I would be so angry. I didn't concentrate on that anymore and concentrated on Seth. I felt tired and yawned as I covered my mouth.
"I think it's time to go to bed. It's eleven."
I said as I glanced at the clock and I slid up to where the covers were and slipped under them and Seth followed. I wrapped my arms around him and knew I could fall asleep there. It was the most comfortable place for me to be. "Good night, my prince." I said as I rested my head on his chest and closed my eyes. He was my prince charming. He saved me from committing suicide, from Chace, and from Chace a second time. He loved me and I loved him and that was enough. I sware if we had one heart and there was a limit on how large a couple's love was. Ours would overpass that limit. I fell asleep peacefully in his arms not having night mares.
I dreamed of a little girl with long light brown curly hair in my arms that was about 4 years old. She had a cute little tiny voice and she had the most beautiful smile. She had the eyes of us both and then I saw her phase. She was a small little gray wolf with blue eyes. She seemed very talented. She phased back and started walking and fell down. Uh-oh. She had a little cut, but it healed instantaneously. I smiled. She had good healing.
**9 hours later**
I woke up in Seth's arms and smiled and blinked open as I yawned. I layed there for a few moments and waited for seth to awake.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 27, 2008 21:36:22 GMT -6
I took a deep breath in and sighed in my sleep. I was happy where I was at this very moment and really didn't want to wake up or anything of the sort. I dreamed of a child being born and I heared the cries of the mother when she saw the baby. It had light brown hair and when I saw the mother I was surprised to see "Natasha". I moved to stand beside her and looked at the baby in my arms. I handed it over to her and she was smiling, more like Natasha was grining happily. which in turn made me happy and feel very pleased that we'd menaged something that seemed so far away beforel.
having a child had seemed out of reach to me after losing the frist one and now here was this little person. The dream slowly fadded and I blinked as I stired from my wonderful dream. I looked at Natasha who seemed to be still asleep and I sighed again as I saw the ring on her hand. I closed my dark blue eyes and hoped to fall back to sleep. It was hard to when she just woke up and I didn't move a muscle. I was waiting for Natasha to be ready to wake up and do what ever they planed to do today. I thought of todays planes with closed eyes and a wondering mind. I thought we could go swiming again and yet I didn't feel like getting the small wound like scar. So I marked off swiming and thought of something else.
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Post by natasha on Aug 27, 2008 21:55:20 GMT -6
I opened my eyes all the way and yawned again as I tapped my fingers across Seth's stomach. I smiled as I saw his eyes flick open and come to mine. I couldn't help but smile. I wondered what it could possibly be like to not have him here. It was an insane thought or possibility. I couldn't see myself living without Seth. I sat up and stretched and layed back down.
"How is my prince charming this morning?"
I asked curiously and pulled myself closer and wrapped my skinny arm around him comfortably just laying my head there again. He was so comfortable to me. It felt so safe with him there and the way his arm was wrapped around me. It was nice to have someone love you. I had always dreamed of that as a little girl who always read all the princess stories. I remember my step mother reading them to me and me always messing and twirling with her hair. I smiled at the warm memory that seemed to bring me comfort.
"What would you like to do today?"
I asked not having much plans. I just wanted this vacation so we could relax with one another and take a break from what was so very stressful. I felt my stomach heave though and I covered my mouth and lept out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I puked into the toilet and wondered what was going on. Morning Sickness? But that was way too fast to come. What's going on? That can't be possible. I just slept with Seth yesterday.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 28, 2008 11:47:03 GMT -6
I had told Natasha good morning and that I was doing fine this morning,I had felt her nails on my stomach. I loved those brown eyes of hers and couldn't help but stare in them. It would be a great today and well I thought maybe we could go see the sights of Florida.
But before I had a chance to answer he question she lept out of the bed and almost ran to the bathroom. Out of concern I followed her and saw her puke "are you OK Love" I asked while rubbing her back. I held her hair out of her way and stayed on my knees beside her. If I wasn't wrong this was morning sickness and only a pregnant woman would have this. I kind of smiled "well you wanted a little one and now you have it or you could be coming down with something" I said teaseingly with a chuckle.
It would be great to have a little one around and this time I would protect natasha with my life. I was going to be happy if it was the first thing I said not her just coming down with some kind of sickness. Oh but I was going to be stressed out for the next nine months if she was really pregnant. I sighed as I continued to rub her back and waited for her to be done or so I hoped. I hated to see my little angel sick like this and that was even if it was because she was pregnant.
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Post by natasha on Aug 28, 2008 16:18:47 GMT -6
I looked down and felt myself get slightly more queezy just looking at my own puke. I got up and flushed it and looked at Seth. "It isn't funny." I said as I walked out of the room and layed down on the bed. I smiled slightly at the thought of having a baby and getting married. That was a very nice combination. My mind began wandering until I hit the thought of my father. I sat up perfectly straight. I was going to be pregnant before we got married. My father would go beserk on me or get mad or something. I feared for Seth at this moment and hopefully for my sake he would not hurt Seth.
"Seth, I do think I am pregnant this time. I fear for her though. I don't want her to get hurt. Oh and by the way, I have a feeling this baby of ours might be a girl." I said smiling as I padded my stomach slightly. I threw my arms out towards him to come over. I loved him and needed reassurance that everything was going to be alright. The baby would survive. The wedding would go through alright. My father wouldn't kill Seth. There was a lot and I wanted to let it roll all off and let it go and let it linger upon the waters. I didn't want to ruin this vacation, but today wasn't exactly starting off on a good point, but it wasn't exactly bad news.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 28, 2008 17:01:58 GMT -6
I followed Natasha out of the bathroom with a smile on my face and when she throw her arms out, I hugged her gently. I was afraid of losing this little one too and I would be very overly protective of Natasha while she was carrying our child. I heared her words that she thought the baby would be a girl and I most of had a crazy grin on my face by now "really, a little girl" I asked her hopefully. I had wanted some much to honor a child with my dead sisters name, so it would be like she never left and that she would always be there for me.
I had always been there for my little sister and it had pained me for a long time that I hadn't been there for her before they killed her in cold blood. It was going to be great having a daughter and I hoped she would be as beautiful as her mother. I was going to have to beat the boys away once she was of age to date "I have an idea for a name already love, would you like to hear it.........Ann hows that sound" I asked the love of my life. I hoped she would like the name and wouldn't reject it right off. It would mean a lot to me if she accepted the name and that we thought about it as a maybe if we didn't found any other name. I back off out of the hug and kissed her "everything is going to be fine love, I'll protect you both with my life" I said with a look that said I meant this. I wasn't going to lose another child because of some accudent or because someone had made her lose it. I would rally kill the next person that touch Natasha and made her lose this child, because I thought neither one of us would be able to take that pain again. Most of all I wouldn't be able to take that kind of pain again and I was really go insane if it happen again.
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Post by natasha on Aug 28, 2008 17:36:58 GMT -6
I smiled at him from the excitement that was written all over his face. I felt him hug me and kiss me and all my worries seemed to melt away. Then I heard the name and it was absolutely beautiful. I nodded to the girl question. "Ann is very nice. How about Elizabeth for a middle name?" I asked excited from this. I couldn't help, but feel somewhat bad for Seth. He had lost his sister and I knew why he wanted the name he did for my soon to be born little girl. I just knew it was going to be a girl and I couldn't explain, I just couldn't.
I smiled at his reassurance and felt warmth wash over me. I smiled with happiness, more than normal almost to the point that it made me hyper. I wasn't usually hyper like this. Ann Elizabeth Meyer. It was a beautiful name. I began to wonder if the girl in my dreams would be anything like her. I would be one of the most loving mothers in the world. I would protect her when she needed me to and when she said she didn't, but she actually did. I would be there to talk to her when she wanted to. I would raise her to be a very good adult and teenager. I would watch her grow with happiness and grow older with Seth. I smiled and slipped my hand in Seth's at the thought.
"I love you Seth and always will. Speaking of which, when do you want the wedding. I would preferrably have it after the fight, okay? I know that's coming up." I said with confidents that we would win.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 28, 2008 18:02:07 GMT -6
I smiled when she picked the middle name it was prefect and just sounded right "that name is prefect, remeber that we both picked this name" I said with a chuckle. I was going to trust Natasha when she said it was going to be a girl and oh how much more I loved her at that moment. I seem to couldn't stop smiling and it felt great to smile for once without the stree of the fight soon coming up. But then I frowned when Natasha said she wanted the wedding after the fight "Natasha" I said holding her hands when she slipped them in mine. I looked her in the eye's and I saw her happyness. I also saw my concern in her brown pools and I knew I had to get my concern out "I don't want you joining in the fight, its to risky, what happens if you lose this baby too??" I said the words.
I hated to tell her this and knew she wouldn't want to stay out of this fight if she could help it. I wanted her to stay out of it and I wanted to keep her and the baby safe. I wanted her out of harms way and it would make me go insane if we lost this one. The little girl who already had a name ready for her when she was born. I didn't want to lose my daughter and I felt that I would most likely kill myself if I had to go through that pain again. I had almost lost it when the first one was killed and yet I did not, thanks to Natasha being there. I had to be strong for her sake when the first one dead and I knew she that she's been wanting a child ever since it was ripped away from us.
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Post by natasha on Aug 28, 2008 18:12:15 GMT -6
I felt tears come to my eyes. I wanted to help them. I knew if I wasn't there, I wouldn't know who died and who lived. I didn't want Seth to die and I stared at him with hot tears rolling down the sides of my face. "Seth, what happens if you...." I said, but a hand was brought up to my lips. "That's not fair Seth!" I said raising my voice. I feared for his life. If he would fight Chace, he would nearly die since he wasn't a fast healer. I tightened my hands on his and felt the tears still roll down the sides of my cheeks. I didn't want to lose him or anyone for that matter. I didn't want to loose Samantha or Julius or Chris. They were all meaningful to me. If they died, I would not be able to live with myself. My father.....he would be fighting also.
"Seth, I can't loose any of them. Not Samantha or Julius or Chris.....or you.....I can't. I won't live with myself. I couldn't." I said as I hugged him and layed my head into his chest. I didn't want him to go. I didn't want him to fight and if he did go, I wanted to be there to help him so in case something would happen, I could be there to help him. I lifted my head to look at him. I now dreaded the day we would return to our home. I felt like crawling in a corner and crying. I had almost lost Seth and I couldn't bare the thought of it.
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Post by Seth Meyer on Aug 28, 2008 18:29:54 GMT -6
I heared her words and hugged her while she was crying. I couldn't help but feel like a rat and I had to be firm about this, I didn't want her to lose this baby, it would kill "Natasha I know how you feel, but if I lost you in this fight I would kill myself or if you lost this baby because of the fighting, I would just go insane with this lose, I can't take another lose like the other one" I said with a sad frown. I just felt like crying with her and the odd thing was, I couldn't because my pride wouldn't let me. It was true that I would indeed go insane and I had almost wanted to kill myself because of the frist child, I would not live through the same thing a second time.
But I didn't want her to hate me to and that would just kill me on the spot if she hated me. I had to some how push my fear to the back of my mind and say that she could be in the fight, but I also didn't want her in it. I was so confused and didn't know what to do. I felt happy that we were given a second chance to be parents and I was also afraid for the baby. Natasha was the one I had to trust that she would get out of the fight when she felt she had to. But I was afraid of losing her and the baby or it would be just one of them. I didn't know what to do and it scared me for the first time in my life.
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